And When We Break, We'll Wait For Our Miracle

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-25T13:03:00

2005-06-25T17:03:46Z

you know the deal. show. my house. 6:30. 39 melrose place, montclair.

sorry to anyone who has eatyourbabiez as a friend too

2005-06-24T15:58:05Z

EVERYONE READ THIS

THE SHOW TOMMOROW
IS AT MY HOUSE

AT 630

39 MELROSE PLACE

NOT 27 STANFORD PLACE, YOU WILL FEEL DUMB IF YOU GO THERE.

please come, it will be mad fun.

bands:
this opening metal band who i forget their name
the electric spank
the electrician
lip service
and more to be announced...

pictures!

we're superstars

will you look at that, i'm in a wall

have you met my fabulous bitches and hoes?

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-14T21:59:00

2005-06-15T02:00:31Z

i lose.
errricaaaa: I miss you on a lj
InPain orEcstasy: sorry
InPain orEcstasy: i might post again on peeonthomyorke
InPain orEcstasy: as an add for the show
errricaaaa: you should
errricaaaa: it would make a lot of people happy

SICK SHOW EVERYONE NEEDS TO ATTEND TO!!!!!!!

THE ELECTRIC SPANK
REMEMBER VAN GOGH
THE ELECTRICIAN
THEODORE GRIMM

MAYBE:
BLACK JUJU
THE LIP SERVICE
THE WHITE FEATHER HEIGHT FEAR (FROM RHODE ISLAND)

I'LL SEE YOU THERE

edit:oops

SATURDAY THE 25TH OF JUNE
27 STANFORD PLACE
700 PM (i think)!

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-08T21:18:00

2005-06-09T01:21:42Z

alright, sorry for all the lame posts. but this is the last post im going to make on this username.

i have a new one.

i'm not telling you what it is.

if you ask me online, i might tell you. maybe. but even if your my closest friend, dont be upset if i dont tell you. i'm going for a kind of weird friends list of like 10 friends or so. and all of them are going to have to kind of fit in the same catagorie. i already have 3 friends!

however, i'm not DELETING this one, because i want to look back on it and see how i was. too many memories.

sooooooo

to anyone that reads this
and doesnt talk to me online
or in person
and who i'm not going to add

goodbye.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-08T20:31:00

2005-06-09T00:34:01Z

OK, i'm going to try this.

This is friends only from now on. If that doesn't chage anything in 2 weeks, i'm going to delete both my lj and myspace. If i do that i'm going to concentrate on trying to get good at art, and i'm going to work harder on my music.

and i'll write lots of people letters. if you want letters, i guess you should leave me your adress here. don't really be expecting anything though.

but yeah.
friends only?

In the words of xiu xiu

2005-06-08T02:55:53Z

Please honeybee
Buzz upon me

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-07T22:32:00

2005-06-08T02:34:39Z

It's sad that things come to an end

Or that maybe i just can never be satisfied.

i am so stoked for when matt/i are seniors. we are going to have the best celebrations skit.

i wish no one was sad ever. i wish i would show my saddness more in person than on this fucking livejournal.

i am a hypocrite.

would anyone actually care if i quit livejournal/myspace for good?

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-06T22:28:00

2005-06-07T02:29:03Z

Alright i'm going to bed so if i didnt do your little thing check back tommorow night and i probably will have.

goodnight!

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-06T22:13:00

2005-06-07T02:15:55Z

rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg!!!

this summer better be fucking incredible.

I want to be so happy i cry
I want to be so sad at some points that i cry
I want to love so much i cry
I want to be loved so much i make someone cry

I want to spend forever with my friends and never let them leave.

I want my cd to be done, and for people to like it, and to hear it at least once being like, blasted from someones car when im not in the car. or even when im in the car its ok.

i want the electric spank to play more shows next year. i want to start the next smog cd next year.

i think ahead too much.

i love you! <3

im mad at finals for existing ever.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-06T18:21:00

2005-06-06T22:21:51Z

dang, now i gotta

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-06T18:20:00

2005-06-06T22:20:57Z

I LOVE HAL HE IS NOT DEAD (on lj).

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:(

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-06T18:15:00

2005-06-06T22:15:51Z

HERE'S THE LINK, SEXIES!!

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=17823727&Mytoken=20050606151450

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T22:17:00

2005-06-06T02:18:31Z

SMOG (Starting Mass Organism Genocide), which is just me playing music

got a myspace.

add me pleeeeeeeeeeease!

i'm thinking about changing the name.

maybe back to

Yeah!!!! TV!!

but i dunno, maybe i'll just stick with smog and get rid of what it stands for.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T16:31:00

2005-06-05T20:31:35Z

p.s., does anyone know how to load songs onto myspace?

i got to the menu, but the song i want to load isnt in mp3 format. help!

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T16:26:00

2005-06-05T20:27:23Z

i refuse

to believe that i'm staying inside all day today

and

to believe that i am going to all of my classes.

i'm going to have.

and i want to leave my house.

i hate being home.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T16:22:00

2005-06-05T20:22:23Z

I FUCKING HATE SUNDAY SO MUCH. shit.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T15:30:00

2005-06-05T19:34:51Z

i really hate trying to record this fucking cd. trying to write those songs on the spot is kind of hard and annoying. because i did it once doesn't mean i can do it again.

i'm doing it in my basement, and the area that im doing it in is so crowded and annoying to try to move around in. and i don't have all the equipment i really need. all i have is

one keyboard
one drum machine
one bass effects pedal
one shitty guitar

someone really needs to help me out and lend me some of their shit. i really want

a guitar distortion pedal/effects pedal
and
a time when no one is home and i can actaully scream into the mic, not just sing, being too scared someone upstairs will hear me.

fuck, it's so frusterating.

EDIT: i need to write more, i'm so annoyed.

It's just such a weird type of music, with no structure, and rrrrrg.

MOTHER FUCKER

i dunno, i can't really explain it at all. anyone out there record by themselves and know how i feel?

i'm giong to make a myspacebyenow.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T13:53:00

2005-06-05T17:54:18Z

So i got my ticket for sleater-kinney.

Its going to rock mad hard. Everyone should go. The 23rd.

Sorry Charlotte, I forgot to get you one.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T03:25:00

2005-06-05T07:28:55Z

I wanted to do this for a while. and since it's 330 am and no one is going to read this, this is prime time for poetry and this--write the words that come to your head.

Water was flowing from her head. Her hands were the faucet, and you were stuck under the bathtub. like a tiger in a jungle, i will fuck my way out of here. i will fuck my way out of her. she will see me for who i am. she will know me for what i am. she will be the desert. i will walk all over her and i will feel nothing but empty. he will come to me in a dream, like the numbers that add up in my head. you keep dividing and dividing and i'm left with earth, or whatsoever i choose to make of it. just empty. an empty earth.

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T03:22:00

2005-06-05T07:25:02Z

Breath me out and lock the door
Forget I ever was
King
Slut
Hold me under water
Baptise me in your words

Beautiful fucking king
I am fucking the beautiful king

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T03:19:00

2005-06-05T07:21:57Z

Why are you so hollow
When it's just too hard to hide?
They coincide like a baby and a womb.
You can dream you know the half of it,
I can believe I see the whole,
But do you think that someone could love you?

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-05T01:20:00

2005-06-05T05:35:19Z

Mother fucker. No one should go to college. I formed some relationships with people who are going to college soon.

Anyway, i got intoxicated for the first time in a long time. i was really annoying. i tried to love everyone, but failed miserably.

ok since this is what i do on nights that i'm usually drunk on lj, i'll just do it sober, becasue there was no lj around to post on.

My hollowness reeks of persuasion
Mental and physical
Filling the void between eyes

And I'll sing myself to death
Promising joy
Like a masquerade full of lies

And my eyes are screaming for breath
Trying to slip
Exhaling all they took in with a sigh

And your lips are spitting out answers
So now I know to believe
When all that's left to do is deny

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-04T13:32:00

2005-06-04T17:33:03Z

what the fuck. it's 130 on a saturday. why the fuck am i still home??

Stole these from mimi

2005-06-04T17:10:13Z

So here they are

Pictures!!

Crazy kids

Mikey poo working on his, right next to ours

So artsy

I try to be like mimi with her scene photo skillz. I fail.

Mimi looks really sad

So once again i tried to be like her and ended up looking like a dufus

Workinggg

Final Product. You can't see some sweet flowers and some of the right side of the pic either.

After winning

peeonthomyorke @ 2005-06-04T12:39:00

2005-06-04T16:40:33Z

i need to get out of the house. i want to go help mimi move, but she said she'd call me at home, but she didn't yet.

BUT I GOT MY PHONE CHARGER BACK AND IT'S CHARGING RIGHT NOW.

I'M GOING TO CALL SO MANY PEOPLE.

except dont feel bad if i dont call you, i'm only calling like 3 people.